Monday, March 21, 2011

i hope .

A day passed and a month passed
but I did not hear from you.
My tears fall and my heart burns.
This is not it, it's only temporary.
This is not gonna be it, this is not gonna be it.
This is not gonna be it. Don't try to cheer me up.
The empty space you left only gets bigger.

I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that's all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

You said you love me
and where did you leave abandoning me?
My two hands that you held and our promise
how could you leave throwing me away and breaking it?

This must be a dream, this must be a dream.
This must be a dream, don't fool me.
I hate how I'm left alone.

I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that's all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

I thought all of this was a nightmare.
Ah~ I just want to wake up from this dream.

When I open my eyes tomorrow
I hope everything is nothing but a dream oh
I hope everything is nothing more than a realistic dream.
I hope for you.
I still want you.

Even when I look back again, you, you're my love
Even if I look (at you) thousands of times, I'm, I'm your love
Approved by the heavens, you're my love
We've been separated for a while, that's all

Even when I see other girls, I only want you
Even if I love another, I only want you
You will come back, you will to come back
because without me, there is no you.

(YES LETS GO) Every night, I pray, not for my happiness but for misfortune
For your sake, not for me, so I can't love another
You are the only one for me,
You are my heart's one desire.
I'm not going to change. Even if I'm born again, I only want you.

Even if I'm born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Imcomplete

the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;

around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;

as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;

the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…..
we are simply incomplete.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

make my wish come true (:

searching for answers
that evaded me for so long,
i got lost in a maze of treachery
hidden under a mask of innocence;

it’s been so long
words kept me awake
all night long, making
me restless and confused;

drowning in the wishes
of a long lost past,
i let my life down,
i let myself down;

in the midst of the night
under the velvet skies
i surrendered to life
i whisper for forgiveness;

so with a smile on my lips
and a wish on my heart
i give faith(hope) one more reason
i give life another chance
to make my wish come true ;)

Monday, March 14, 2011

Just wanna be with you .

as the rains continue to batter,
standing on the balcony
i watch the rain drops
converge into one pool of water;

i wish you were here
standing next to me
in this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things pretty;

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always on my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

thinking about where i stood,
i try to push you out of my mind,
but every time i push you out of my thoughts,
you crawl back into my world and fill my senses;

it’s so hard to keep smiling
and continue denying what i feel
i don’t know why,
a thousand reasons i have none;

i can’t go on like this,
i can’t pretend everything is fine,
when i just wanna be with you 
hold you tight tonight and every night;

Thursday, March 10, 2011

ily (:

A candle within me
A small flame burning,
Fueled by your eyes, your laughter, your astonishing smile.

A yearning within me
An aching longing,
Deepened by your joy, your charm, your ephemeral grace.

A love within me
A passion everlasting,
You dance among the stars, and in my fevered heart.

thanks dear (:
i love you damn much <3

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Maybe She Couldn't Be Mine (:

As I was walking
down the fast lane avenue
the laughing shinning sun
has knocked my senses numb
a determent to my caked heart
but all i was thinking was
MAYBE SHE COULDN'T BE MINE



 I sat for a test
i scored beyond average
my adventures were exciting
my tasks: self proving
my charisma was pleasing
my grades: brilliant
MAYBE BUT SHE WOULDN'T BE MINE


Her beauty i once adore
her love once intoxicating
her smile i once desire
her royal pace i once did prefer
but to another she now belong
a no trespassing sign clearly nailed
MAYBE SHE OUGHT TO BE MINE.


yeah ,
i know you more perfect than me ,
i know i am not worthy to you ,
i know i am not handsome like of others .
but u must know something ,
that i love you so much .
more than myself (';

Friday, March 4, 2011

Butterfly Kisses

Feel the soft touch like a breeze against my lips
A warm touch of springtime as it caresses my cheek.
Its the flight of your kisses, applied with such
I sometimes wonder, are you really there?

Your words like a whisper, gently in my ear
Telling me things so softly, that I want to hear.
Your hands lightly caress like the flight
Of wings across my skin, and dance with the
Awakening senses that you stir from within.

Like the touch of butterfly wings exploring
And fluttering from place to place.
I wake with the feeling that you are here,
But no, it was just my dream kissing me



i like you every second dear <3
thanks a lot (:

Thursday, March 3, 2011

A True Friend

A true friend is always there for us,
To catch us if we fall,
They never swear, lie or cuss,
But they tell us to stand tall.

A
friend teaches us to be humble,
Because they know that sometimes we stumble.
A true
friend will always be there,
and we know that they care.

A true will always be true to heart,
And you two will never be apart.
Above all they know who you are,
And they will always be your shining star.


thanks you (':

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

My Love... Everlasting (:

You were a dream...
A dream that filled my thoughts
and my loneliest nights.

You were the dream I held on to,
the dream my heart longed to one day have.

You were the dream that made me smile...
an escape from my reality,
a fantasy I longed to one day come true.

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy,
came true the day when I first saw you.

My dream that used to be
is now my reality.

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending
is now a fairytale come true.

Once my only escape...
is now the comfort that I live for.

Together we have been through the heartaches...
the pain of walking away or being left behind.

Every new road we had to take
because of the choices we had to make,
only paved the road
that brought us closer to one another.

Life may not be easy,
with all the burdens and drama
that life hands to us,
but when you find someone
to share your life with,
no drama is hard to handle...
no burden is hard to bare.

When you have someone...
the one that you've dreamed of...
then your life becomes the escape you both take
to get away from the reality that surrounds.

I know because...
I found the love...
my lifetime partner
my soul mate
in YOU!


i love you damn much !
<3